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So I'm pretty bored. And sick. There's sinus pressure and puss and droopy eyes. My son is sick too..and we sit and sniffle together.
I have been numbing my brain lately with literature. I'm on the fifth book of the Dark Tower series by Stephen King. Don't tell me what happens. I'm trying to gear myself up for the eventual death of Oy. So don't tell me anything else.
Work sucks. I have to retouch now. Basically I take away nasty zits from oily greasy kids. Time goes by slow. I begin to hate time. And senior pictures. And zits.
Ryne just turned two. We had a hellacious party. (If you weren't there, you were square) I felt like it went by very fast. Ryne cried when we tried to sing him happy birthday. I would have cried too.
I haven't lost any weight this year and I am depressed. I still envision myself as the 105 lb girl who could fit in size five jeans. I have trouble buying clothes for myself. It's hard for me to go past large. That's probably a stupid thing to be sad about...but...I am. I'm starting back up my exercise regime when I get laid off. Five days of cardio. I finally found out online that you can do all the strength training and pilates your little tush can push out, but if you have a big orange glub of fat in front of it you'll never see that sweet six pack abs. I don't know why it took the internet to tell me. I was doing two days of cardio, two days of strength, and two or one day of pilates. But now I'm gonna go gung ho and do cardio five days in a row. Which I hate. I hate sweat. I'm gonna try and stay on a 1400 calorie diet, but I'm not gonna kill myself over it. Just try to not eat a lot of candy and sweets and chips and shit. And drink green tea. I read online that green tea is supposed to help with the whole weight loss crap. That's probably bs, but it's my kind of bs.
I am obsessed with the new Alicia Keys song, "No One". You should be too, it's awesome. I didn't like it at first...now I'm gonna listen to it so much I won't want to listen to it again for years. Also, a new Junior Senior song. It's pretty good. The video is good. It sorta sucks that Senior is gay, I think he's sexy in a weird mustachioed Mario Brother way. I need to shut up.